I need to tell you few words about me. I am not a native English speaker, but i think in English, as i have lived 10 years in US /UK. Now I am in Estonia, where the home is. I finally feel very good here, but it took a long time to get used to remembering the feelings and emotions from past times. It doesn't matter any more, that i am not in LA or London desperately trying to swim up stream. It is better here, quieter, different from what you will probably ever be able to experience. But you may have something equivalent that i will never know. I also hope to make me a home here at the writingforums.