Here is a short little monologue I wrote... praise and constructive criticism only!
Life is so… busy. Life just is flying past us, trying to confuse us and it makes us get lost. We forget where we stand. Have you ever tried to just sit in a dark room. A friend once dared me to do it. Said he read it in some Buddhist book or something. Sit in the dark for 30 minutes. You see, its not hard. I mean, it’s not difficult. But your mind just keeps on crunching away. I spent 3 minutes of the time trying to make a grocery list in my mind. I spent 5 minutes thinking of past lovers. Feeling anger, doubt, and regret---- I spent another 6 trying to repress the loneliness I felt. Its when we sit in the dark we think of what we worship… our obsessions. What we live for is what comes to our minds. It’s an exercise to see just how fucking stupid we are. What’s wrong with us? What the hell is wrong? Why can’t we see what we’re doing? Why can’t we see what’s important?!!…….. I’m sorry. I just miss her. I miss feeling the heat of her body against mine. Holding my face against her neck. I miss her smell. I miss her laugh… I miss her. Don’t forget the ones you love. Don’t forget! Nothing is worth the cost of losing one you love.