I have confidence in my skills. I've gone through intense training. My teachers have confidence in my skills.
Maybe I just suck at auditions.
I gave New York a shot, but the school there turned me down.
Feeling mixed emotions. On the one hand, my confidence suffered a heavy hammer blow or a shotgun blast. On the other hand, I think I just screwed the auditions and well... f*** them.
Maybe I'm not as good as I thought I was. But then again, I'm pretty darn sure I am because I've proven myself in these 18 months.
Really really sucks.