As long as I don't die abruptly or something, but I'm fairly certain that won't happen. Knock on wood and all that.
I feel a bit out of place, I'm not going to lie. I'm so far out of my depth that the fish aren't even fish anymore, and I'm nervous as hell... but I'm also happier than I've been in awhile. Even though I'm not naturally a confident person, I feel confident. And a bit scared, because, let's face it, she intimidates me. The situation intimidates me, but I think Meg Cabot put it best when she wrote "Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear."
That's about where I'm at now.
One of these days, I'll look back on all of this and laugh, and I know this because I already look back on crap like this and laugh. It never changes, does it?
The only thing I can do is ride the wave and hope I stay on top of it.