your fool for years, living in hell.
All those words and broken promises,
sugared lies and empty dreams.
Broken, defeated, alone inside my mind,
silently banging on a prison wall I find.
Ignored and hidden deep within,
to those grand delusions did I cling.
Numbness reigns inside my broken heart,
Empty, dead, no more tears left to shed.
Hesitant to voice my growing fears,
this is the life I've lived for years?
Darkness wells up over time,
but now my dear you have to climb.
Clamber out of this sad, sad hole,
to find the light your searching for.
There. Look. It flickers small at first,
a dying fire of hope you need to nurse.
Now I see the cracks were always there,
unseen, manipulation loud and clear.
Hard as it was for me to see,
I picked apart our love with doubts.
Burning through the mist of uncertainty,
until I found the lost, forgotten me.