Before I proceed, I must say, he is the girliest man I know. And that is a gross understatement. Why he wasn't born female, I can only think alien abduction and testing is the reason. (lol) His new house is just his Aunt's house. She died. He got the house. Simple.Well, he hasn't even been sleeping in his new house, until this point. I know, right?
He took a trip to Indonesia. Before that, he had a job at Rite Aid! He whined and whined about how much he hated his job, so he didn't come back after he returned from overseas.He still hasn't got a job again. My point in telling you being that this is also the same day he just made his girlfriend official.
No job, and he -just- started sleeping in his own house that he's still not completely paying for. (Obviously) And yet, has girlfriend. People say I often have wisdom beyond my years. I say it's just common sense. Cart before the horse much? Stay classy Georgia...
I do realize though that other people are less picky.
But if one thing, I know what I need emotionally and I can be very clear and concise about sorting my own problems. It's just finding the right person. Obviously, nobody I've met right now is that person.
Again, people say I'm smarter for my age. So I know the wise course, obviously, to wait until I'm ready.
But as a young person, mentally, we place WAY too much importance on those things.
So seeing my best friend do something stupid is annoying to my logic.
Seeing him happy with a girl is annoying to my emotions.
Of course I see past this in the long run. It doesn't really matter. But short term, it's annoying. I can't say I'm jealous, because I know he's doing something stupid that probably won't work. I don't want that. I just wish that smart course of waiting didn't involve waiting.
I'm at the point that couples just annoy me because it reminds me of a finish line that's years ahead for myself.
And there's nothing to preoccupy my time. Work still leaves me with my thoughts, and I can only pursue mindless entertainment or writing for so long.
Of course, it doesn't really matter. I'll grow up and see how stupid I was to worry.
Short term, it's just annoying right now. I just had to express it. Whew.