I seriously am totally lost as to where I am headed in the future in terms of career. I have so many interests and careers that I would like to pursue, but I can't choose between them. Sometimes I really want to do international development work, other times I want to do something more along the lines of To Write Love On Her Arms (an organization that you should check out if you haven't heard of them. Their mission statement: "To Write Love On Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury, and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire, and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery." http://twloha.com/home ).
Then there are times when I want to go down a philosophy-oriented path, and then sometimes I want to do something in the video game industry (though that'd be an impossible stretch as I am basically technologically illiterate). At the same time I love history, my major, although I can't think of anything I would really want to do with that.
I suppose I should include writing in here too. It'd be sweet, but I don't think I have anywhere near the love for it to try to make a career out of it.
I just remembered music, too. I often very much want to do something with that.
Ugh. I want to do it all, and I know some can be done casually as hobbies or whatever, but if we're being real here, there's no way I'm going to be able to find time to do all these things. I can't even do it right now.
My (I think) problem is that I waffle between all of them at random. I'll go through phases where one of them totally excites me and I just absorb myself in it and I'll be so sure that this is what I want to do with my life, but then one of the others takes over, and it repeats. Not really sure what to do about that.
So yeah, I think that's all I've got.
TL;DR: I want to do everything but can't and because of my indecisiveness I can't choose one thing for longer than a few months.