Also, I think about talking to a doctor. Am I simply experiencing panic attacks? Fight or flight? We all know how I stand with that one. Is it my age? I fear tomorrow? Why? I don't KNOW why. Maybe I just need to find a way of calming myself. And maybe that means some form of drug. I don't know.
Sorry about this.
I needed to let it all out.
Maybe SOMEONE knows how I 'm feeling.