I'm tired of my job and constantly defending myself. I feel broken at my job. Don't worry I'm taking steps to leave, but damn work sucks.
The whole situation has left me completely drained. I'm not sure what else to do anymore about it. What's even worse is that one of the things that stuck with me is that she said she doesn't know what else she can do for me. Maybe I did put myself partially in this position. I'm not perfect, I have flaws and I've tried to work on a lot of shit over the last year, but it's gotten to be too much and I feel like everyone has scales over their eyes when it comes to my performance.
I just feel a little lost about the whole situation at the moment.
The only bright side I currently see from my job is that I get an employee discount.
Oh well. Life goes on and I just have to move forward right? Right.