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Originally Posted by Monkey King
I'd recommend learning to write becuase you want to write. Not because you might win something. If you rely on prizes for motivation you'll often be disappointed. If you rely on a love of writing, you never will be.
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I know what you're saying and I want to clear up that that's not how it is with me

I love writing and I do it mostly because I want to do so. My point is that I also like rejection letters and failing in contests. That is because I just want to keep on trying to reach every person I can with my writing. I don't want to put all of my short stories online because I wouldn't be able to spread them further anymore (contests, anthologies, even own publications sometimes). I like that my work is read (online by fellow writers but by panels of experts, too). I don't care if I lose. I want to participate. Winning would be something great, but not the reason why I take part.
I once wrote in a thread about publishing that my aim is not to make millions or even to sell tens of thousands. I just want to be published, because that would mean that someone likes my work so much that he/she is willing to put effort into publishing it. That would mean so much to me, whether people would actually read my work that is a whole another question.
So summa summarum -> I don't rely on prizes as motivation. I don't care if I ever make one dime out of my work. I just want to reach out for every direction, get different groups of people to read my work. Winning wouldn't mean "I'm the best!" to me, it would be "Someone thinks I'm worthy! Bless that someone!"
About rejection letters: The more the publisher says about my work (if they for example even know in what genre it was) the more thrilled I am. Don't call me an attention whore

, I just like spreading my wings and be read by people.