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Guilt
“There is something about falling.”
“Do you get back up when you do?”
“Get back up? Why should I get back up on two feet I only get knocked down when I do.”
“True but don’t you think that it is the proper thing to do?”
“Listen. You have no idea what it is to fall. You don’t know anything to tell me that I should stand back up. All you humans are the same.”
“Humans, does that mean you do not consider yourself human?”
“To tell you the truth I am not. Me, I am more perfect than anyone can ever imagine.”
“LJ time is up but please come back next week.”
“There is no need. Why should I slow down my life to deal with petty problems that humans go through?”
LJ stands up in the office. He is wearing all back. “LJ is there something you would like to talk about?” The therapist asked him in a calm voice. He turned to her and then gave her a blank look. LJ pulled out the Masamune. “Do you understand what Equivalent Exchange is?” LJ asked her slamming the blade down. “Do you know what it is like to have this be proven wrong to the point in which you don’t know what to think?” He said looking at her scared face. “Don’t worry I won’t kill you. I am not in the mood to dine on your blood. Humanness really has gotten me sick.”
“So what are you going to do?”
“What should have been done a long time ago, Heaven isn’t much of a place to be but in a way I miss home.”
“Are you talking about suicide?”
“Yes. Do you know that since I am the first one created that I can have no sin? Lucifer thought this was true for him but to be truly perfect there is no way to have sin. God made sure to not forget this in me and that was his mistake. In a way I am like a human and an Angel. I can feel and cannot be judged like you.”
LJ pulled the Masamune out and pointed it at his chest. With one burst of emotion he jammed it between his ribs which burst the heart. He fell over and blood poured out. The therapist ran to him. “It’s too late. I have wanted to do this since I had fallen.”
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