Scene 3
Enter Laura
Laura: I have much to think about,
Even for a girl just turned ten,
When I was eight I remember,
Dad taped me this ongoing serial,
And like any child,
I made up games based on it,
Pretended I was in my own fantasy world,
But alas for me I over dramatised,
And my mum and dad convinced,
Beyond any doubt that I was in my own world,
Simply erased the tapes,
Yet I being cuning preserved one
Stopped playing these games
And only watched it rarely,
Always careful never to speak of it,
They erased the tapes, they betrayed me,
I will not forget, yet we have to be ruled by family,
At least for a time,
For that is the way of the world.
Pause
I was never interested in boyfriends,
I'm still not and dad has always known it,
Yet the moment I saw Michelle,
I was drawn to her in a way I have never been,
To any other girl in my class,
Not even Claire,
I have so far concealed it,
I do believe she has the right to know the truth,
I can't believe this is any different,
From a boy wanting a girlffriend
But I wish I could speak of this,
We often go round to each other's houses,
Claire and Michelle came round to mine once,
And Michelle, I can never forget the soft look of her eyes,
The gentleness of her voice,
Her deep virtue, her generosity,
The aura that surrounds her, her talent, her everything.
Her brown eye has motion in it,
I would fall into her eyes, deep, deeper
Take her hand if she would allow it,
Tell her of my enduring affection, my continued loyalty,
I wish I could ask her out,
I know my friend Jake once asked dad for my hand,
But I don't believe I could ever love a boy.
Enter Claire
Claire: Hi Laura
Laura: Oh hi Claire
Claire: Brenda's making daisy chains on the field.
Laura: Oh right
Claire: Why dont we go and join her? And Gina is on the adventure playground.
Laura (absently) Yes
Claire: Laura?
Laura: Mmm
Claire: You look like you are pondering over something
Laura: Yes
Claire: You know you look like you are thinking about someone.
Laura Yes I am.
Claire: Anyone in particular?
Laura: Yes, well...I suppose I might as well tell you. I'm falling in love with Michelle.
Claire: Oh
Pause
Claire: But Michelle does't love you
Laura: Does that matter?
Claire: No
Laura: I can't stop thinking about her you know. Her long, straight, dark brown hair, her eyes, Iam nervous when she looks at me or speaks to me. I love her so much. I have never loved anyone like that before. Yes once or twice I have fancied a teacher or something but this is the real thing.
Claire: But Michelle wants to love a boy when she grows older.
Laura: I'm not selfish or possessive. I want Michelle to be happy even if it isn't with me. I don't believe I could ever love any other girl in this way. I am drawn to her but I don't want you to think I would bind her to anything. If she wants to be with someone else that's fine by me but I will alwayslove her.
Claire: But if you say you love her people will think you're weird.
Laura: Who cares?
Claire: How much do you love her?
Laura: Very much
Claire (taking her necklace from her neck) Do you mind if I try something?
Laura: No, be my guest.
Claire: Look at the necklace, keep looking.
Laura: Ok (aside) I know what this is about. I don't think it will work, my love is too strong but Claire is one of my close friends and I trust her.
Claire: Close your eyes
Laura closes them
Claire: Now repeat after me, I don't love Michelle.
Laura: I don't love Michelle.
Claire (after a while) Ok now you can open your eyes.
Laura opens her eyes
Claire: Do you know what you just said?
Laura: I said I didn't love Michelle, because you told me to.
Claire: Ah I see (pause) You do love Michelle don't you?
Laura: Yes more than anything in the world. You don't mind?
Claire: of course not. (pause) Do you rememer that day a few years ago when you acidentally stepped out of the fire exit and I told you you weren't supposed to do tyhat.
Laura (laughing) Yes.
Claire: Well do you want to come and play outside with me and the others?
Laura: Sure
Exeunt
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