Christmas eve when we first met many years ago
That was the night I totally changed your life
Sharing with you my unholy fate
The only good thing in my existense is when you agreed to be my wife.
A thousand years our love we have shared
I was selfish to make tou like me
All these years together I have loved you and cared
But I have a Christmas wish to release you from your hell and set you free.
The ultimate gift to you is for me to set you free
But this gift I can't give you because I love you so
All the decorations and lights and people seem to be filled with glee
People bustling around you can see their faces glow.
Since I love you so I should gladly release you from your hell
But see I can't do that
Because you are the best thing that happened in this morbid existense like being in jail
It kills ne to know you have to creep rhtough the darkness just like a bat.
Of all the Christmas gifts that I could give to you
To release you and set you free would be the best of all
Biut loving you so this selfishly I could never do
Without you my love I would stumble and fall.