My Lost Love (revised)
Fonder my heart grows for you
Every hour I wish I spent with you
Now that time has come and gone
But your soul continues roaming on
Like wild mustangs my heart would race
At the site of your beautiful and caring face
When I was down you could make me smile
For our love could stretch for miles and miles
With hair of a dark and majestic color
Golden brown and smooth as silk is your skin
Unfortunately instead of life you chose the other
So your body wilted like a flower bending in winters wind
And when the early sunrise brings that day of sorrow
The merciless pain in my heart lasts even through tomorrow
Life with out you isn’t worth living
But something tells me keep on moving
Wherever you’ve gone too I will never know
But this gift of love to you I wish to bestow
For your soul was not the purest of them all
But the voices, you kept hearing them call
For you were picked to be the chosen one
But you chose not to look for the shinning sun
Instead you dwelled beneath the shadows
Favoring the sight of bloody gallows
I wished to help you with all my heart
But you shunned me away wishing to part
You would walk the halls so weak weary
Your face was an opus painted so dreary
You know I was there to help you through
Why did you do it I ask of you
You could've lived you could've changed
But instead you sadly became deranged
You thought there was only one way out
To bad that was the deadliest route
With the cold steel clenched between your teeth
You ended it all before the rising of the wreath
I worried about you so very much
I yearn for your once sweet touch
You are the most beautiful girl to me
From all the pain I wish to set you free
Now your absence floods my mind
Robbing my sight leaving me blind
Your absence steals away my joy in life
When you took your life you took a part of mine
You meant everything to me
I just wish this wouldn’t be
I long to forget the memories of the past
But my thoughts for you are far too vast
Your voice echoes eternally in my head
Now my love for you is the darkest shade of red
I could never forgive you for what you’ve done
For your life with me had only just begun
Instead you threw it all away
Allowing your heart to go astray
Holding that deadly weapon in your hands
You took your life throwing away our future plans
But I guess this is what you really wanted
For your soul was constantly being haunted
Now I’ve come to this conclusion
Loving you was anything but a delusion
When my soul drifts into the shadows of the unknown
I will search for you hoping your face will be shown
When we meet again take my hand hold me close
For I wish I instead of death you had willing chose
So I will end it all to save me from the pain
For you never seemed to worry about the shame
I wish you were here to help me up when I fall
But I guess that is were I failed
So you decided to end it all…
My Lost Love(revised)
