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Lies in Truth
Lies in Truth
I lie
To be bewildered by a bitch
Do I lie
For the thoughts in my head and the pain in my heart
Do I lie
Is there no other word to name what I feel
What I fear
What I hide
No other speech to say the pain that I know and see to death
I sit to bleed and bleed to sit
Only on the hand that judges
And in the arms that hold
Do I bleed
And do I lie
For I hold and am held by he who is not known
By he who is not you
Be he who I lie for and to and with
And it burns to be held
Burns like the fires of hell
Do I burn
To see the pain of death that I live with
That I hold with
That I am
No more than a liar and a sinner to not want
To not see
To not feel
But more to not say
Like thunder in the skies do the tears cross my face; fill my hands
And with what but the blood
The blood of my soul and the blood of my pain
And my own selfish mind to cause to lie
And do I cause
And do I lie
And all for do I love
It is my own faults, my own heart, my own love
That I know but do not say
That I hold but do not give
That I want but do which I hide
Fighting a song in my heart and a flower in my soul
Do I lie
To watch what I was
To live through my happiness that I can not feel
And do I die
To die and feel the death that God does not bless
But Lucifer tares from the earth
And rips of life
Leaving a shell that does not do
But I do
Do I Do I
For I do
But do I lie for love and love for lies
And wait for the nakedness of fools to come out
To be stripped of all and left with our souls
I lie for my soul
My soul does it lie
And does it burn
And does it bleed
And does it die
I want my soul for it is shared and lost
I want my life for it is too
And I search for what I can not find and find what is in you
I hold back my faults and smile an emptiness that be
A laugh that is no more than a scorn
I act to hold and hold my own for you do not know my pain
You do not know my suffer
For I suffer my mind
And my memory
And do I suffer you
Hold close my gift for now do I lie in true
Not in pain
Not in fear
But in the truth of love for you
I love so do I lie
But my love I hide
So shall my doom, so shall my life
Be in lie only for you
To see you smile
To see you happy
To see you free
From all in me and from in your heart
Do I set you free
I lie to pay, to not owe
And do I lie for you
But promise may I shall one day be owed
Owed for my sins
Owed for my lies
And you will see, and you will smile
For you will know
And then I will be done
In fire and flies I will be free
Free to dance on fire and walk in clouds
Free to live, free to die
And free of love for you
Without pain, without sorrow
And dare I say with out you
I will be free
But until I can walk and fly
I shall be with birds that die
And hold my head
To the heavens as I walk through the hell and dooms door
I will hold my head
The memories of a life I know and a life I love
Will hold my eyes as watered tombs
But will be the brightness that I seek
To hold and be held by arms of angles
In arms of you
Do I bleed
Do I burn
Do I die
Do I hold
Do I hide
And do I lie
For all that I really do
Is truly love you
---Silver---
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She was lost in her mind. In the wastelands of her own insanity, were even the bravest of kings and knights would not dare venture. A dark land where many tales are told of, and formed.
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thank you sooooo much. i think it has to be my best work so far. "great liturature comes from Great pain." i wish i could say that the words just came to me but really i felt the words and their wraith. thank you so much again. (:
