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It Never Ends...
It never ends
The memories come,
Then slowly fade away
It replays again and again,
Just as it happens.
Your face gleams in the darkness
Eyes shining with determination
Red with anger.
What did I do to deserve this?
The pain is always there
Haunting my every action
You look at me
Keeping your secrets
Knowing I won't tell
How our relationship has changed.
I, now submissive
The victim
You, pure dominance
My captor
I try to lash out
Make you see my way
But I know you won't stop
My control has faded, disappeared
You'll come again tonight
Claiming my body as yours
Using it for what you wish
Leaving it a tangled mess
I can barely comprehend your actions,
Added stress in a confusing time
Those numerous marks, on my delicate skin
They show my frustration
My only relief
I cannot stop it, stop you
As long as I live,
It will be the same
It never ends
And never will.
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Here's a story
A story with a twist
You cannot read it in a book
For it is written on my wrists...
*It's better to burn out then fade away.*
-- Kurt Cobain's Suicide Note
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