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A Fear
Being there to help you cry
Seeing you suffer
Although it hurts me inside
I still love to help
It kills me to know painful things
About you're past
Present and future
Hurts not only you
But I when you keep it held inside
So I get that weight off you're shoulders
Making you feel better
I love to see you smile
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
In return, though
I only ask for your friendship
And trust
But then I lose it
By lying to you
But for some reason
You forgive me
And that makes both of us smile
And makes life happy again
But you hold something
Deep inside yourself
That even I cannot see
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
And one day you get an idea
And wake up in the hospital
With friends and family
Gathering around you
Asking why you did it
Why you took the pills
And you try to explain
That a friend hurt you
That friend was me
And although you didn't do all this
It feels like it to me
When you ignore me
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
When you don't reply to my caring calls
I know that you are hurt because of what I did
But from past experience
It's better to talk
Then to find other ways
To let out the pain
I know it hurts
To talk to someone that you don't fully trust
And knowing that it's not only you that is hurting
It kills me to think of what you could do
And maybe what you have planned
I don't want to see you hurt
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
I know that it's hard
To forgive someone
That lied to you
And that preasuring feeling
That you should just forgive
But pleasedon't give in to that feeling
It will only hurt you more
I have to earn your trust
And it's hard to do that
When you ignore me and don't reply
And it would be even harder to gain that trust
If you're dead
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
So please hear my cry for help
I need you as a friend
To be there till the end
And to care for me
As I do you
Because I hurt you
I've hurt myself
I've made you cry
But not for a good reason
but to let you forgive me
I have to get you to talk to me
And think of me as a friend
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
Now do you understand
What I feel right now?
How all this pain hurts me?
But yet I can smile?
Because I know
That someone will forgive me
Weather is is you
Or it's God
I know that the pain will be lifted
One way or another
But I beg one more time
Will you forgive me and talk again?
I hate to see you cry
But sometimes it's the only way
To get a smile
To cross your face
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~AngelsKry2
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