Clear


I have just finished
Not one spot
On any pot
Every drape
Is straight
I replaced the chair that once was white
The one you used to hit me last night
I fixed our bed
Where I hit my head
The blood on the stair
From when you pulled me by my hair
Is no longer there

You’re just coming home now
I can see you scow
You’re only a little tipsy today
I’m wondering what to say
I packed your suitcase
I carried a bat just incase
When I told you
I didn’t know what you would do
Much to my surprise
I only saw it in your eyes
You didn’t raise your hand
You could hardly even stand
You fell with your tears
Only then I realized you threw out all of your beers

Your eyes I saw were not blood red
I put my hand at the top of your head
I started to cry
Before now I would of rather died
Then to stay with you
But right now
Seeing you as you are
I might make a mistake
But its hard to change who I am
It just to hard for me to say goodbye
Even though you damned
Every day I was alive

I wrote this in my junior year of high school but not my best