I am writing on my laptop
if you are spying on me you will see that
I don't completely give a fuck about
you having a look
good luck if you like
your spiky shite invades
my head
I should not be so easily led
by mistrust and lust
and sparkle dust that may
or may not
have had an effect
whether I think you are there or not
got to reason this feeling that you are there
reading everything I write
I can't think of a reason and...
it's pleasing me to say
I am writing this to nobody other than myself
my mental health must be getting better
I'm starting to forget
spies are just a...
virus monitoring key-strokes so my data
can be copied
hoping that this is psychosis too
it won't do to be on one
for the rest of my life
suffering
worrying about
someone not there with a knife
thinking they will stab me in the back
in a random attack
it's whack
my imagination
my patience has run out
so now I bow out and start doing something a bit more productive.