has such an affect on me, I can't stop pouring out these words. I've never felt anything like this before.

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"Under Your Waves"

every time i close my eyes
i see yours
big and ocean blue
and drawing me in
i feel trapped below the surface
but it's such a good drowning

i live to float through your vicious current
swallowing me whole
beneath the swells of your stare
under your waves
constantly gasping for air

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"Pause"

press play
a crackled film strip
reveals in black and white
a fleeting moment
that now only exists
in the loop of my mind
a silent movie
actions were all that mattered
you touched my face
so gently
a kiss that stopped time
i wish we could live on pause

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"Ferociously Holding On"

ferociously holding on
to a distant fantasy
moments appear in my mind
taking me back to a feeling of ecstasy
it's beginning to truly hurt
i know this situation's no good for me
for some reason i can't let go
in fear of forever feeling lonely

it felt so right with him
the way we used to lock eyes
he saw straight into my soul
which led to my ultimate demise
who knew this man could have such power
over me and my heart thought wise
i don't think i'll ever be the same again
so for now i'll just muffle my cries