i haven't blogged or posted anything on here recently, mainly because certain things in my life have made me think to much about my decisions. Like for instance my fiancee and I split up, making me question that decision. I then realised I should stop being a big baby and just get back to writing (however good at it I may be)
I find myself longing for the days of old. Even though I was a child of the 90's I find everything these days to be to technological. Yes I understand the irony that I am going to be complaining about technology whilst using a computer to post on the internet. But what was wrong with human interaction? What was wrong with playing outside? I even remember the days when you could apply for a job just by walking in and picking up an application form, these days practically everything is done online.
Yes my 1st blog wasn't that great however I feel that this blog area will be my voice for things that either confuse me, irritate me or just simply things that are on my mind.
Today for example, I've been staring blankly at the script I'm trying to write, trying to think of how to continue it and make it gripping and instead I find myself thinking about things from my childhood I miss. Things like colouring book, playing with toy cars and eating certain food.
I, and I asume most people, have a varied music taste and my ipod reflects this, as it varies from KISS to Phantom of the Opera soundtrack (both original stage cast and movie, thank you) but it was only the other day that I discovered that I was becoming a slave to the rythems of the songs that were being fed into my ears. I noticed that when a very hard and fast paced song comes on, I walk in a fast aggressive manner and totally the opposite when a slow sober song comes on.