Boiling Water
I’ve been thinking lately but just can’t say it
It’s closed inside my head just like a rusted locket
Boiling in the waters of my angered fever
And hanging in my dreams like a fallen mother
But you’ll never reply
Just lay at my side
No movement
Never an end
Baby you don’t listen but the birds are chirping
And I never want to talk if you will never hear me
Still I found all of the answers so my stomachs turning
They were just dangling from his lips just like a martyr
Who died beside a tree and never named their lover
I can not stand to live like this much like longer
Torn inside my bed with a twitchy finger
And chew off all my nails then leave my fingers bleeding
But do not worry honey I saved the shirt you bought me
But you do not care
That I’ve realized my fear
To be loved
Is too much
Baby you don’t listen but the birds are chirping
And I never want to talk if you will never hear me
Still I found all of the answers so my stomachs turning
They were just dangling from his lips just like a martyr
Who died beside a tree and never named their lover
I lied in all the ashes and read all of the letters
I guess I can’t be angry if you always loved her
So now I’m looking to my weakness for a better ending
Because I’ve waited for you here but there’s still no bending
Always left to my own and await the breaking
The weather is getting colder so I’m left shaking
Your not here
To hold
I am alone
In the cold
You might as well
Have come
With a knife
Or a gun
I don’t breathe life
I’m breathing a lie
Baby you don’t listen but the birds are chirping
And I never want to talk if you will never hear me
Still I found all of the answers so my stomachs turning
They were just dangling from his lips just like a martyr
Who died beside a tree and never named their lover
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