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Feeling Of fault
My heart is split
With the blade of
pain.
I now feel pain
Where I thought there
was none.
I take a walk in the
cold day
While I shun the light for
the pain I feel.
I wish it would not hurt
To realize my fault.
But the pain I feel now,
Is no recompense.
The feeling of dread,
The passion of pain,
The never-slowing
Never-ending torment,
Is not enough to repay,
The debt which I owe.
The thought of the past,
The pain I have caused,
The change I have brought,
Is enough to fulfill,
The feeling of fault.
And the blade to my heart,
Is not enough to end,
What I started so long ago,
When I realised it was my fault.
The guilt and the pain,
No more release from the rain.
The torture I put myself through,
Is all I'm now able to do.
And the thought of the past,
Of the pain I have caused,
The change I have brought,
Is enough to fulfill,
The feeling of fault.
With my last breath I say,
That I'm sorry for it all.
It's to late to pay,
For the mistakes I have made.
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