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Devised
i only asked you for just one thing
to tell me every and anything
i could have showed you the whole world
we would have flown in the clouds curls
high above diseased lies and the cursed
i should have told you the story first
no waiting until the right time
because it always just to late
and i hope i say what you want
and i hope ill hate you enough
so ill keep to myself & you'll stay away
and we'll live in eachothers roting yesterday
i only see what i want and so do you
your invisible to me i don't have a clue
but ill look away everytime you smile
its been so long its been a while
all the time i spent dreaming up things
trying to follow along as an angel sings
she wrings my soul dry with her eyes
dripping love to the ground in a puddle of lies
and i hope i say just enough
and i hope you'll see through the bluff
so ill keep breathing you in and out
as you hold his hand in next room
and i'll keep living in our wilting bloom
her wings flap in a reflection on my catatonic eyes
swatting the flies buzzing in my ears i imporvise
a plan to save the world from this terror
i started to love by trial and error
never knew the sky would cry for me
from the bleeding doves that will die for free
to the doors that turn the inside out
its upside down clowning about
kissing the clouds tears
laughing about it all
i dont care at all
at all....
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