Welcome to the forums! You know, you don't have to write how everyone else writes. I mean... a lot of people on these forums I see write what I consider 'formaly'. It may not make sense to anyone else, but it does to me. Like, I write in first person so I say it how he would think. And, my style of writing is like a conversation. I also like to make my main character question things, like, "Mia is the person I'm talking about, she's the only one I'm interested in. I'm not going to talk to some random sick patient and get to know him. Why would I want to do that?"
You will find your way. Just start writing and you'll find your style. You suck? Well, you should've seen how much I sucked at first. The only way to get better is to write!
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