Thread: This sucks. Plain and simple.

Many things have gone wrong in the last week.

First off... I LOVE Chemistry. Physics is better, but I'll settle for Chem. My teacher took me aside the other day and told me that I have a 97 in her class. Go me. Today, we had a test. I am virtually unable to study for tests, because it honestly doesn't help me. I was sick a week or two ago, and missed a day of school in which we covered the formulas for finding wavelength, frequency, and energy. I didn't know that until this afternoon. I had no idea which of those damned Greek letters meant which variable. I couldn't remember which scientist had which theory... as you can imagine, it was a total disaster. At first, I left half of the front page of multiple choice blank. Thirty seconds before the bell ran ending class, I gave up and jsut guessed without reading the questions. I'm going to ask her on Monday if she would please just let me redo the calculations. I can live with screwing the puppy on the multiple choice.

Then there's this whole thing with guys... I've been crazy about this one guy for almost a year, but he showed interest on and off, and we didn't get to see much of each other, so it kind of just evaporated. I'm in a relationship now (I'll talk more about that some other time), and just recently, Dustin, the one I've been after for a year, tells me he has feelings for me. But he doesn't want a relationship now because he's leaving in July for the marines, and he'll be gone for four years. I told him I didn't need a relationship, that just knowing he cares would be good enough. I feel so crappy about the whole situation, and I dunno what to do.



JL

*hugs*

For the first part, talking to your teacher is exactly the right thing to do. You have a 97; she knows you are a good student.

For the second part... *growl* I had someone toy around with me and it was just bad. Just leaving it the way you did was good. No use opening a can of worms. (Who came up with that expression anyway?)

Hope things look up.

We hadn't talked for a few months, and when he told me he was ready for a relationship, he didn't know I was with someone. It's just sooo confusing. And to make my day better, my sister just started screaming at me and hit me. I think she has emotional issues. (By the way, she's three years younger than me)

JL

You know, there's no law saying you have to wait for a guy to tell you he likes you before you can tell him.

Guy's are sort of like that, its not being insensitive but just being worried that saying he likes you might just make things awkward if you don't feel the same, I'd like to clear that up because alot of guys tend to be blackmarked by the girls friends as just insensitive plain and simple.

He's known about my feelings for him since I knew. I told him right away. He's always known, so that's not an excuse.