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Taking advantage of this chance to vent.
Sometimes life just plain sucks.
I don't even know where to begin. The biggest thing I guess is that my parents are getting a divorce and my stepdad is making it way too hard. Telling all sorts of lies about my mom to his parents and going out drinking everynight and not calling or anything. I absolutely hate it. His parents also think that my mom should forgive and forget and stick by him. But it takes two to make things work and all he's been doing is drinking. And I have a concert tonight and his mom is coming to see me sing but only so she can try and convince my mom to change her mind about the divorce. So, I'm being used.
Then, my (Great) Uncle Buck died and that put the entire family on my Mom's side (the only people I consider "real" family) pretty depressed. The funeral was yesterday and it was really hard seeing everbody so down. Not to mention, looking at this man in a casket and knowing him but being unable to remember anything particular about him. I used to go to his house all the time when I was younger and play with his grandkids and talk to him and my Aunt Sarah. But that stopped after I grew up and the last time I saw him before the viewing was about 5 years ago.
I've also lost all of my "friends" through the discovery of the fact that they don't really care.
And on top of all this I actually have to go to school and do my school work. It's almost impossible to concentrate with so much going on around me. I wish I could just drop out but I have one month before graduation assuming I don't flunk any of my classes.
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~*~Ichi~*~
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