Ichi

Sometimes life just plain sucks.

I don't even know where to begin. The biggest thing I guess is that my parents are getting a divorce and my stepdad is making it way too hard. Telling all sorts of lies about my mom to his parents and going out drinking everynight and not calling or anything. I absolutely hate it. His parents also think that my mom should forgive and forget and stick by him. But it takes two to make things work and all he's been doing is drinking. And I have a concert tonight and his mom is coming to see me sing but only so she can try and convince my mom to change her mind about the divorce. So, I'm being used.

Then, my (Great) Uncle Buck died and that put the entire family on my Mom's side (the only people I consider "real" family) pretty depressed. The funeral was yesterday and it was really hard seeing everbody so down. Not to mention, looking at this man in a casket and knowing him but being unable to remember anything particular about him. I used to go to his house all the time when I was younger and play with his grandkids and talk to him and my Aunt Sarah. But that stopped after I grew up and the last time I saw him before the viewing was about 5 years ago.

I've also lost all of my "friends" through the discovery of the fact that they don't really care.

And on top of all this I actually have to go to school and do my school work. It's almost impossible to concentrate with so much going on around me. I wish I could just drop out but I have one month before graduation assuming I don't flunk any of my classes.

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Kimberly Bird

Ichi, I think everyone must be happy because I have yet to see another post.

Ichi

come again?

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gabriella

Haaah! No, it's because I started a topic called This Stinks for a place for everyone to vent and it turned out into one huge argument about how we needed to stop whining, then went into a religion debate which ended in more heads being ripped off.

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Ichi

Whatever. The topic is "How was your week?" and I have had a hellish week. So I told about my week. That's not so bad, is it? If you don't like it, go ahead and live in your happy bubble. I promise when I have a better week I'll type about how wonderful everything is.

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gabriella

Wow you must have really had a bad week, hon. I never said it was bad for you to do that, I was replying to the person who said that everyone must be having a happy week.

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Kimberly Bird

gabriella, I remember reading that one, and you are right it did get into a heated debate

No one is being offensive here ichi. There is no need for attacks.

Ichi

Yea my reply wasn't directed toward you. Just directed to the idea that I should shut my trap.

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