Thread: Day by Day - part 1- Diary of Gordon

I was sitting down to dinner [that is supper as he would say] with my Grandfather. As I munched down on my cabbage rolls and dice of chicken breast;

I was trying to explain to the Lord, my God, that it would have been easier for me to suffer my lessons immediately and be forgiven of those sins, or perhaps work out our conflictions.

Then I realized:
I was completely out of contact with reality.
The blurred, and unusually out of focused room that I was looking through on an angle came back into focus and bamn.

When regardless, the matter of fact was. We will be judged on the last day.
When all time is run out.

At some point, when I was first coming to terms with what my faith meant to me, I struggled with prayer. I still do. I found it difficult to pray for my sins and understand what the forgiveness meant and where it was coming from. For, if someone was to beg of the Lord forgiveness and turn back to their course of actions where is you heart at the time of begging?

Furthermore, considering everything has been witnessed. I have always found it difficult to ask for forgiveness at all, especially up-front. How could I say say sorry when I was filled with his presence coursing through my blood. I felt incomplete, and pathetic, yet remained stubborn.

Before I admitted these faults, and instead would just bicker that I was against prayer I devised a thesis.

It is always better to Love your Father then to Fear him.

,in which case one would not pray for their sins, but instead simply Worship the Lord for his deeds, and Glorify him in heart. Entrusting him to all his actions and his just ways. While accepting whatever judgment he should allow to befall you. For there is no fault to be found in The Lord.

Now however I find it difficult to stand by that statement. Though Prayer is poorly defined int he bible, and I cannot come to agree with the manner of worship, or the level of understanding anyone has had with the Lord.
I fear the Lord now, and I can't understand what that means to me.

REVELATIONS IN THE NAME OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST ALMIGHTY
PRAISE BE IN HIS NAME

On the day this was posted,
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Mermaid on the breakwater provided us with a quote from a biblical text I haven't read.
Seeing as I have been reading from 'the New Revised Standard version'
In which case the name of the Lord is always spoken as "The Lord", "The Lord God", "Father" or "God". And later 'Jesus'

Psalm 34:18 says "YHVH is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit."

Now here's what caught my attention.
I remembered Jesus went to India, and they called him Issa
Jehovah witnesses translate YHVH into Jehovah.
Though knowing Jesus is our Lord, it clicked.

IN English every letter is a direct symbol for the pronunciation of your voice. A map to the way you say things.

Thus. Given in Spanish and some other languages of Latin decent 'V' is a replica of 'U'
'H' would be an instruction to put your teeth together. Bar 'em. Go ahead do it. What sounds can you make?
And 'Y' is 'E'.
Though translations for names are so loose, and time changes language. might be'G'. no?

Thus Esus. Or Jesus
a repetitive instruction to answer your Lord God as Jesus all throughout the ancient text.

ALLELUIA!! PRAISE THE LORD JESUS CHRIST OUR SAVIOUR!

...what? Jesus never went to India, Francis Xavier did, but not Jesus.