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Impression
My whole life in one way or another I’ve been trying to impress people, with either my actions or my words. I don’t mind this though, I actually strive on it. In a way, me trying to impress someone forces me to work harder at what I am doing, and in turn improves myself, but is there a limit to how much I can impress people? If I am improving myself every time, I guess I should be expecting a superhero to emerge before my eyes.
I know in some ways this can be seeing as an act for attention, or even selfishness, but if my actions can astound someone to the point, that they give an honest and genuine compliment, what harm is done. Even if that compliment is good or bad, I can either be proud of myself, or look past it and improve for next time.
It’s gotten to the point where I am not even sure why I do what I do. If my reason for life is to impress everyone around me, then I think I can live with that. Though I am not a doctor, an athlete or a rock star, I can maybe work towards one of those and if I practice Guitar Hero enough, in my mind and maybe the select few watching me, for a brief second, I might be a rock star.
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