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Martyr
How do I find myself in this situation? I always was the leader, yet I am upstaged now. Now, beyond all doubts I am a follower of this man, he has gone to the sky. I am safe behind this man though. Disreguarding what he tells us, that's exactly what he is, merely a man. Am I following his beliefs? Without a doubt, I live for what he stands for. I can believe what he believes, I am not idolizing and standing behind him, though. I am condemning him. I can go against the thoughts beaten into me by the dictators of this land, because I can blame it all on him. This martyr can fight for his cause, but when the time comes he will certainly reap it. I shall make it out without being repremended. Is he the Christ? No, he is the scapegoat.
That's how I feel about religion. Jesus was a great guy, I believe in what he said, I am proud of how he died for what he believed in. Yet, I don't believe he was the son of god. I will to my death believe in what he said, but no one can make me believe in god. And maybe when the time comes I will find the truth.
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I want you to hit me as hard as you can.
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