Drama Exhausts Me
I've finally figured that out.
It isn't so much that I'm anti-social or introverted after all. Really, it has more to do with the fact that socializing by nature means more drama.
I'm done sugar-coating things, so I'll just dive straight into this.
There's a girl, named Angel of all names (definitely must be the looks, not the personality), who has more or less of a booty-call relationship with our friend Anthony. They used to date, but not anymore, now that he's going into active duty.
She was at the New Year's party, which I attended, and according to my long-time friend Rob "she was on You, Anthony, Dalton, Brennyn, and Jake".
My response was "she was on me? didn't notice tbh. but glad you think so highly of me."
I was being dead serious, of course. Yeah, her and I made conversation, but I wouldn't consider that "all over me". Have her suck my dick and fuck me, and then I'll agree. But until then the bitch is all bark and no bite as far as I'm concerned.
Anyway, she sent a naughty (not nude) picture to Dalton, who then shared it with the rest of us in the group chat. He has also told Anthony, who I doubt really cares, considering their relationship must've not meant much from what I could tell, based on their interactions.
It would therefore appear, that this is yet another girl I can add to my "keep at arms length by being a douchebag" list.
I don't play. And I don't share. If you're a good friend to me, that's fine, even if you're easily one of the best looking girls I've ever personally met. But the second you suggest anything more than that, you better be real with me, or you can go fuck yourself. Or somebody else.
Oh, I'm such a horrible person. #jadedsarcasm At least I won't try to out you as a whore, or criticize you for seeking sexual pleasure. Got fed up with that double-standard when it stopped being cool last summer.
Just another wonderful, ever so great story that I can remember for a long time to come, and turn into a character or book.
On the bright-side, Happy New Year! It's going to be better, I believe. Just wait.