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Audrey Elise
Audrey Elise, how beautiful you are to me. Your sweet, creamy skin; your soft, supple lips. You say to shun society's view of dominance. The male sex is the enemy, but you have to learn to work with them. You say, "Use what you've got to get what you want, and it will take you far." You say that's the reason that you're here.
I heard those muffled moans of pleasure. I heard him screaming out. Yeah, I was only in the next room when I felt that bed rock back and forth. It was then that I felt something different. Something that wasn't there before. It was an itch that I couldn't control. And what I noticed is that it felt so good, when I heard you yell, "More..."
Oh Audrey, do you know what the girls in my prep school say? The rumours have been spreading all day. Please, Ms. Elise, let me confide in you. I'm not as innocent as you may think. I have something burning inside of me and it keeps getting refueled day after day. Audrey Elise, you see, I never had a mother. I was raised exclusively by my brothers. And they never knew more than what I was already born with. You see, this whole time you took me under your wing and cared for me, you showed me something I was never shown before. The way you made me dinner and shared with me stories of passion and love. The way you tucked me in bed at night, and recited soft poetry. Your voice like a blanket, the only one I'll ever need.
Oh, sweet Audrey Elise, I want to first say, I'm not like those men that come around. No, you see, all they do is take advantage. Saying someone else's name while they touch you. I know they make you feel trashy, carassing and feeling your body like it's some kind of toy. I am not like that. I wanna melt on your skin, be interconnected with you. I wanna breathe your breath and swim in your blood.
But oh wise Ms. Elise, please tell me this is just a phase. Please tell me this will all pass and I'll one day fall in love with a man. Please tell me this is not who I am. I don't want to be the freak in the family. You know what my brothers would say. I don't know what to do in a world so thoughtless and curel. I don't know the person that I am. So until I find out, my love, my beautiful Audrey Elise, would you please comfort me.
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