Philip Smith

A little excerpt for you all, this would be part of "The Rat"

"What would this institute want with a man of my abilities." Delaney asked


"You came highly recommend by General McCall." the director for the Institute for Alternative Thinking said.


"and that is the only reason I'm here, as a favor to the General. With that out of the way what can I do for you Mr. Kolb"


"In 1995, before

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For those of you wondering why I haven't added any additional posts on my blog the reason is my mind returned to prison while my body stayed home. That is something you may not understand and I hate to use the "until the walk in my shoes" thing. To me that's an excuse or cop out. My life is or was no worse than most of you out there reading this post. My life was a direct result of my actions and no others. With that being said and out in the open I'll try to explain what my opening statement ...

Short Nothings.

‎"I miss my Home"

Only if I knew where she was, is it an actually place or the feeling of belonging. The comfort


zone when laying your head down for a nights sleep? Is it overrated or underrated? Does one


even vote on such things? Is it a place or is it a person that makes home, home. I miss her so


much. I want her back. They say "home is where the heart is" well my heart

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We can be Hero's.



I think all along the way in the highway of life we want, we need, we desire to become someone's hero. Someone's knight in shinning armor. Sadly most of the time we tumble for what ever reason and only turn out to be something less then a hero. In prison it was so easy. By saying that I mean you knew what to expect. Violence begot violence. Niceness was taken as a sign of weakness or you wanted something. The highway had no on ramps nor exits, no caution signs. What ...

For those of you who don't know I guess now's as good a time as any to tell you I was just recently released from a Maximum Security Prison in the state of Texas. I spent 10 years of my life for a crime I did commit. I'm in the minority as far as inmates are concerned. I admit my guilt. In doing so I also acknowledge the pain I put my love ones through. Meaning no Daddy, no brother, In order to get my life back on track I must forgive myself and in there lies my biggest problem. I have yet to accomplish ...